Post by Forrest/Leaf/Teagan on Dec 6, 2012 7:00:17 GMT
Forrest curled against her dad, feeling safe with him, she rested her head on his chest, eyes closing, she listened to him talking and nodded softly, she wanted to be like this with her mom, but she wasn't sure how to, with ehr dad, he'd always taken care of her, she was a daddys girl through and through, but she wanted to feel the same with her mom too, when he ruffled her hair she managed a smile for him, but then the doctor came in, carrying a needle, she shrunk into her dad, clinging to him, not wanting what they were giving her.
Leaf opened the door, closed it behind him and walked over, he sat on the edge of the bed and took her hand in his "i love you mom" he said softly, head bowed "i thought you were going to die..." he let his sentance trail off and finally looked at her, the fear he hid from forrest was clear in his eyes now as he studied her face "i'm sorry things went like this" he chewed his lip "i blame myself, Forrest must of thought i was trying to replace her, she doesn;t think like the rest of us, the doctors at the asylum used to say she was like a 5 year old, temper tantrums, screaming fits, all for attention, because, really mom, shes like a child, i mean, we always knew she was young in her mind, but after dad... she started going backwards...." he was talking more to let himself calm down then anything else "i just.... i jsut want us all happy, Forrest is a daddys girl, she was always trailing around after him, he would keep ehr happy, we both would, and i know you want to get to know us better, and this is really hard for you, dad had time wiht us, knows us better, you're still learning, but mommy..." he never referred to a parent that way, but he felt scared "i can;t face losing you, or dad, or Forrest, i think... i think i'd go insane, jsut like for is, i can't do it anymore i cant be strong for her" his face crumpled, an he looked like a scared little boy, he wanted a cuddle jsut as much as his sister had,
Leaf opened the door, closed it behind him and walked over, he sat on the edge of the bed and took her hand in his "i love you mom" he said softly, head bowed "i thought you were going to die..." he let his sentance trail off and finally looked at her, the fear he hid from forrest was clear in his eyes now as he studied her face "i'm sorry things went like this" he chewed his lip "i blame myself, Forrest must of thought i was trying to replace her, she doesn;t think like the rest of us, the doctors at the asylum used to say she was like a 5 year old, temper tantrums, screaming fits, all for attention, because, really mom, shes like a child, i mean, we always knew she was young in her mind, but after dad... she started going backwards...." he was talking more to let himself calm down then anything else "i just.... i jsut want us all happy, Forrest is a daddys girl, she was always trailing around after him, he would keep ehr happy, we both would, and i know you want to get to know us better, and this is really hard for you, dad had time wiht us, knows us better, you're still learning, but mommy..." he never referred to a parent that way, but he felt scared "i can;t face losing you, or dad, or Forrest, i think... i think i'd go insane, jsut like for is, i can't do it anymore i cant be strong for her" his face crumpled, an he looked like a scared little boy, he wanted a cuddle jsut as much as his sister had,